kepada mereka-mereka yang terasa.
dengan post-post saya.
saya ingin ucapkan.
....
sensitif-sensitif nanti cepat tua woo.
huahuahua!
sensitif lagi ke?
udah-udahlah tu sensitif.
yelah, yelah.
gomen ne!
japanese word for "Sorry".
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
musykil
Jam 7.23 petang, telefonku berbunyi.
"I can't wait to fall in love with you, you can't wait to fall in love with me"
(nada dering telefonku - Summer Love by Justin Timberlake)
berlarilah aku pergi mendapatkannya di mejaku.
aku berada di tepi jendela, menghirup angin senja sambil bersoksek - soksek.
Salwa yang ketika itu sedang berada dirumahnya, rupanya yang menelefonku.
dia bertanya.
"Ezzan, maghrib dah masuk ke belum?"
(aku sangat musykil, kenapakah dia menelefonku bertanya tentang info solat padahal dia berada di depan televisyen. takpelah, layankan aje)
"Kau tanya aku maghrib dah masuk ke belum? Rumah kau tiada tv kah?" tanya aku.
"Ada, aku dah tengok ni. Channel OASIS lagi, " jawab Salwa.
"Kat Channel OASIS tu tengah apa sekarang ni? Mengaji ke?" aku bertanya lagi.
"Tengah berzikir," balas Salwa.
"Macam dah masuk" kata aku.
"Pergi tengok kat meja sana, ada waktu-waktu solat " Hakim tetibe menyampuk.
(Aku dan Hakim pun pergi lah menyemak kat meja yang dimaksudkan tu. Check punya check, rupanya maghrib masuk pukul 7.26)
"Belum masuk lagi. Kol 7.26 baru masuk" beritahu aku kepada Salwa.
"Jap sebelum tu, sanggup kau call aku semata-mata nak tanya waktu solat maghrib?" tanya aku sungguh musykil.
(ketika ini aku terfikir, rumah si salwa ni bukan takde internet. ada je. kenapakah dia tak online and search kat pakcik google tentang info solat. hmm, mungkin dia nak bermanja denganku. fikirku lagi)
"Aku pun tak tahu nape aku call kau. Eh dah azan dah! Daa...tetttt!" talian dimatikan.
aku merenung telefonku sambil berfikir sejenak.
mereng ke budak ni?
ahaks!
"I can't wait to fall in love with you, you can't wait to fall in love with me"
(nada dering telefonku - Summer Love by Justin Timberlake)
berlarilah aku pergi mendapatkannya di mejaku.
aku berada di tepi jendela, menghirup angin senja sambil bersoksek - soksek.
Salwa yang ketika itu sedang berada dirumahnya, rupanya yang menelefonku.
dia bertanya.
"Ezzan, maghrib dah masuk ke belum?"
(aku sangat musykil, kenapakah dia menelefonku bertanya tentang info solat padahal dia berada di depan televisyen. takpelah, layankan aje)
"Kau tanya aku maghrib dah masuk ke belum? Rumah kau tiada tv kah?" tanya aku.
"Ada, aku dah tengok ni. Channel OASIS lagi, " jawab Salwa.
"Kat Channel OASIS tu tengah apa sekarang ni? Mengaji ke?" aku bertanya lagi.
"Tengah berzikir," balas Salwa.
"Macam dah masuk" kata aku.
"Pergi tengok kat meja sana, ada waktu-waktu solat " Hakim tetibe menyampuk.
(Aku dan Hakim pun pergi lah menyemak kat meja yang dimaksudkan tu. Check punya check, rupanya maghrib masuk pukul 7.26)
"Belum masuk lagi. Kol 7.26 baru masuk" beritahu aku kepada Salwa.
"Jap sebelum tu, sanggup kau call aku semata-mata nak tanya waktu solat maghrib?" tanya aku sungguh musykil.
(ketika ini aku terfikir, rumah si salwa ni bukan takde internet. ada je. kenapakah dia tak online and search kat pakcik google tentang info solat. hmm, mungkin dia nak bermanja denganku. fikirku lagi)
"Aku pun tak tahu nape aku call kau. Eh dah azan dah! Daa...tetttt!" talian dimatikan.
aku merenung telefonku sambil berfikir sejenak.
mereng ke budak ni?
ahaks!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
celebrate good times, c'mon!
I like Chinese New Year this time around. No, not because I received an ang pau or something. It's just that it was so...FUN! Even though I did not celebrate the CNY, but hell...it seems to me like i'm celebrating it. Like I said in my previous post, I went back to Johor Bahru, gathering with my cousins and Irfan (of course!).
On Sunday, kitorang pun joinlah buat makan besar as the Chinese. Serius rasa cam kami je yang terlebih sudah, konon macam celebrate. Hukhuk. Oleh sebab dah request before this that Kak Pika (my cousin - she married my abang saudara. A Sarawakian muallaf) to cook us Laksa Sarawak and Umai (I craved for Umai lama dah), jadi terhidanglah hidangan yang tak hingat dunia sampai penuh satu meja. There's umai, laksa sarawak, kupang rebus, siput sedut masak lemak (seafood galore. hehe!). Sedap sesangat. Boleh buka gerai ni, cewah!
umai kegemaranku
sedap gilos laksa sarawak kak pika masak
hidangan sepenuh meja - makan besarlah katakan
Then, after makan-makan dah kenyang, jalan-jalan pula. My sister and I followed Abg Chik and Kak Pika (my parents were too full to follow) loitering around kat Danga Bay. Malu nak mengaku sebenarnya this is my first time jejak kaki kat Danga Bay (even though every year balik Johor and lalu area situ tiap-tiap kali balik raya. I'm blushing. hukhuk!). Actually plan nak pergi Singapore tapi damn it!!! tak bawa pula pasport. Geram geram. Kitorang pun pekena teh tarik after dah penat keliling bazaar situ. Not many shops open pun, cutikan. Tengok gak lah bunga-bunga api.
di kedai ini saya ditegur "no photos allowed".
malu, sorok muka dalam periuk nasi jap. hukhuk!
On our back to KL (on Monday), we witnessed the gerhana matahari. bukan saya lah tapi, my parents yang witnessed. I saw it in my dream saja. Hehe. Then, suddenly my mom requested that we singgah sini :
nak singgah Jonker Walk. saja cuti-cuti Malaysia. And I could snap a lot of photos since I did not snap that much photos with the camera (kat JB banyak ambil guna phone camera, that's why tak cun sangat. ewah!). Konon just nak tengok-tengok lah kat Jonker Walk tu, promise myself not to shop but aiyahhh...ended up buying juga. I can't go anywhere without buying something. A habit of mine. Nak kena stop ni. Hikhik.
We arrived home safely at 10pm and straight away zzz......
On Sunday, kitorang pun joinlah buat makan besar as the Chinese. Serius rasa cam kami je yang terlebih sudah, konon macam celebrate. Hukhuk. Oleh sebab dah request before this that Kak Pika (my cousin - she married my abang saudara. A Sarawakian muallaf) to cook us Laksa Sarawak and Umai (I craved for Umai lama dah), jadi terhidanglah hidangan yang tak hingat dunia sampai penuh satu meja. There's umai, laksa sarawak, kupang rebus, siput sedut masak lemak (seafood galore. hehe!). Sedap sesangat. Boleh buka gerai ni, cewah!
umai kegemaranku
sedap gilos laksa sarawak kak pika masak
hidangan sepenuh meja - makan besarlah katakan
di kedai ini saya ditegur "no photos allowed".
malu, sorok muka dalam periuk nasi jap. hukhuk!
On our back to KL (on Monday), we witnessed the gerhana matahari. bukan saya lah tapi, my parents yang witnessed. I saw it in my dream saja. Hehe. Then, suddenly my mom requested that we singgah sini :
nak singgah Jonker Walk. saja cuti-cuti Malaysia. And I could snap a lot of photos since I did not snap that much photos with the camera (kat JB banyak ambil guna phone camera, that's why tak cun sangat. ewah!). Konon just nak tengok-tengok lah kat Jonker Walk tu, promise myself not to shop but aiyahhh...ended up buying juga. I can't go anywhere without buying something. A habit of mine. Nak kena stop ni. Hikhik.
We arrived home safely at 10pm and straight away zzz......
Saturday, January 24, 2009
festive holidays
my last post before heading off to Johor Bahru for that much needed holiday.
i've been dying for this since the last holiday in Sarawak.
have worked my ass off for the last few weeks.
can't wait to meet Irfan!
the last time i saw him was 2 weeks ago and yet it seems like such a long time ago.
i missed him crazily.
i'm going to make the best time there while with him.
so, i won't be accepting any phone calls or layan sms.
cewah! like i am a VIP or something. saja perasan. hukhuk!
i'll be 'idle' for 3 days, will be back home in Monday.
and oh yeah, before i forget.
i've been dying for this since the last holiday in Sarawak.
have worked my ass off for the last few weeks.
can't wait to meet Irfan!
the last time i saw him was 2 weeks ago and yet it seems like such a long time ago.
i missed him crazily.
i'm going to make the best time there while with him.
so, i won't be accepting any phone calls or layan sms.
cewah! like i am a VIP or something. saja perasan. hukhuk!
i'll be 'idle' for 3 days, will be back home in Monday.
and oh yeah, before i forget.
Happy Chinese New Year.
FCUK
Labels:
bengang,
mereng,
pissed off,
stressed out
French.Connection.United.Kingdom
that's what i wrote during the bad-hair moment today.
where almost all hopes were lost.
pissing off with whatever that drives me crazy these days.
Friday, January 23, 2009
kerja punya hal
hari ini dalam sejarah.
saya tertidur ketika memandu.
(baka!!!)
tak pernah-pernah saya tertidur di saat genting macam tu.
ini semua salah accident, habis jam bagai nak rak.
aku yang dah sedia mengantuk ni, lagilah mengantuk gaban.
diiringi dengan air-cond sepoi-sepoi bahasa. pu~ (nada dd)
nasib baik kaki melekat di brek.
Astaga!
bila terjaga, terus kejut ummu kat sebelah.
"Ummu!!! Cepat bersembang dengan aku!! Aku tertidur..."
kalau tertidur dalam 2 saat, tidak mengapalah juga.
ini tak, rasanya adalah dalam 15++ saat.
a lot can happen in that 15 split seconds.
mulut Viv saya tercium buntut Waja depan ke.
tak datang office ke ketika kerja menimbun.
mesti mereka risau.
tapi bukan risau dengan saya pun, cuma risau kerja tak dapat disiapkan.
betul tak Mr L.
huahuahua.
inilah akibat tidak mendapatkan tidur secukupnya.
berjaga siang dan malam.
semata-mata nak siapkan kerja.
sampai nak terkucil pun ku tahan jebat!
ahaks.
saya tertidur ketika memandu.
(baka!!!)
tak pernah-pernah saya tertidur di saat genting macam tu.
ini semua salah accident, habis jam bagai nak rak.
aku yang dah sedia mengantuk ni, lagilah mengantuk gaban.
diiringi dengan air-cond sepoi-sepoi bahasa. pu~ (nada dd)
nasib baik kaki melekat di brek.
Astaga!
bila terjaga, terus kejut ummu kat sebelah.
"Ummu!!! Cepat bersembang dengan aku!! Aku tertidur..."
kalau tertidur dalam 2 saat, tidak mengapalah juga.
ini tak, rasanya adalah dalam 15++ saat.
a lot can happen in that 15 split seconds.
mulut Viv saya tercium buntut Waja depan ke.
tak datang office ke ketika kerja menimbun.
mesti mereka risau.
tapi bukan risau dengan saya pun, cuma risau kerja tak dapat disiapkan.
betul tak Mr L.
huahuahua.
inilah akibat tidak mendapatkan tidur secukupnya.
berjaga siang dan malam.
semata-mata nak siapkan kerja.
sampai nak terkucil pun ku tahan jebat!
ahaks.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
pejuang dan mangsa
i'm stucked at the office at this very hour. supposed to complete the tasks that was assigned to me this evening. but being a true winner-of-the-laziest-person at heart, i only started to work on it after 3 in the morning. huahuahua! i usually could really work my best when there weren't many people around me. like now, where most of the office full-time stayer (ada ke word ni? kuikui) doozing off to sleep. i can't put myself to sleep, not because i'm not sleepy but because takde mood nak tidur. boleh pulak kan nak tunggu mood tidur datang. but that's what i am. all based on moods. kalau bekerja pun, it still depends on my mood. macam sekarang, baru ada mood nak buat kerja. after watching the latest episode of Korean version of Hana Yori Dango, called Boys Before Flower. Sungguh suka saya. hukhuk. sebenarnya takde point pun nak cerita apa, just to get me pass the time. like i feel the need to write something but can't really describe much. faham x faham x? (nada dd).
it's only me, ummu and megat yang masih gagah di medan peperangan kerja ni. cewah! aida berada di level 1 bersama Mr K (jgn buat apa-apa ek...heheh). yang lain suma dah terkorban di medan perang.
mereka yang terkorban:
mangsa paling teruk
mangsa yang sempat bersembunyi sebelum terkorban
mangsa yang terkorban ketika digari
mangsa ni paling unik, terkorban siap berbantal
it's only me, ummu and megat yang masih gagah di medan peperangan kerja ni. cewah! aida berada di level 1 bersama Mr K (jgn buat apa-apa ek...heheh). yang lain suma dah terkorban di medan perang.
para pejuang yang masih berjuang :
mereka yang terkorban:
mangsa paling teruk
mangsa yang sempat bersembunyi sebelum terkorban
mangsa yang terkorban ketika digari
mangsa ni paling unik, terkorban siap berbantal
mari kita tubuhkan tabung bantuan untuk mereka. wahahaha! silly silly. inilah sindrom pagi saya. merepek dan merapu sesuka hati ada-aku-kesah style. hukhuk!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
ingat tak lagi?
ada sekali tu kan, masa aku bersembang dengan ummu and ayu. pasal cinta-cinta yang tak kesampaian. cewah! waktu tu diana tengah solat, then kami pun cakap-cakap tapi takde pun buat lawak ke apa. sekali tuh, masa rakaat terakhir boleh pulak si diana ni gelak bila ayu cakap yang ummu pendek. tersembur lah ketawa si diana tu. pastu kitorang pun join la gelak sebab gila kelakar, boleh pulak dah rakaat akhir terketawa. dah lah tu, waktu solat dah nak expired. hukhuk!
ala, confirmlah aku rasa semua mesti pernah kan ketawa masa solat. paling tidak pun, senyum ke bila dengar orang cakap benda lawak-lawak. hukhuk!
buat aku teringat je masa kecil dulu, ketawa masa solat. huahuahua! dulu selalu adik aku kacau. ish ish ish, dosa dosa! selalunya aku akan gelak bila ada orang beraksi bongok-bongok depan aku. ada gak terdengar orang bersembang sambil buat lawak dan ketawa berdekah-dekah kat belakang, rasa nak gelak jugak. nasib baik boleh cover lagi. (serius, memang tak khusyuk). kadang-kadang senyum sebab nak tahan gelak. hikhik!
lagi satu masa kecil, aku ingat lagi. aku ikut nenek aku solat. masa tu tahiyat akhir. then tiba-tiba ada orang bagi salam kat luar rumah and pintu rumah pun terbuka lah. boleh pulak aku dengan selamba pergi toleh nak tengok siapa datang. padahal solat belum habis lagi ni. wahahahah! rupanya kakak saudara aku. then bila tengok dia je yang datang, aku leh sambung solat. hukhuk! sungguh nakal saya ini. kakak saudara aku usik, "dah toleh-toleh boleh pula sambung solat!".
another thing bila solat masa kecil dulu, ikut perbuatan orang. terutama masa sujud. kalau masa sujud tu, aku siap tengok orang dah bangun ke belum. intai dari tirai kamar. cewah! masa sujud tu aku intai dari tepi, nak tengok dah bangun dari sujud ke belum. faham tak, faham tak? camtulah lah lebih kurang, tak reti sangat nak explain. huhu!
bila teringat balik, rasa macam kelakar sangat. ni semua sebab diana yang ketawa masa solat. dah lama dah aku tak tengok aksi begitu. heheh!
ala, confirmlah aku rasa semua mesti pernah kan ketawa masa solat. paling tidak pun, senyum ke bila dengar orang cakap benda lawak-lawak. hukhuk!
buat aku teringat je masa kecil dulu, ketawa masa solat. huahuahua! dulu selalu adik aku kacau. ish ish ish, dosa dosa! selalunya aku akan gelak bila ada orang beraksi bongok-bongok depan aku. ada gak terdengar orang bersembang sambil buat lawak dan ketawa berdekah-dekah kat belakang, rasa nak gelak jugak. nasib baik boleh cover lagi. (serius, memang tak khusyuk). kadang-kadang senyum sebab nak tahan gelak. hikhik!
lagi satu masa kecil, aku ingat lagi. aku ikut nenek aku solat. masa tu tahiyat akhir. then tiba-tiba ada orang bagi salam kat luar rumah and pintu rumah pun terbuka lah. boleh pulak aku dengan selamba pergi toleh nak tengok siapa datang. padahal solat belum habis lagi ni. wahahahah! rupanya kakak saudara aku. then bila tengok dia je yang datang, aku leh sambung solat. hukhuk! sungguh nakal saya ini. kakak saudara aku usik, "dah toleh-toleh boleh pula sambung solat!".
another thing bila solat masa kecil dulu, ikut perbuatan orang. terutama masa sujud. kalau masa sujud tu, aku siap tengok orang dah bangun ke belum. intai dari tirai kamar. cewah! masa sujud tu aku intai dari tepi, nak tengok dah bangun dari sujud ke belum. faham tak, faham tak? camtulah lah lebih kurang, tak reti sangat nak explain. huhu!
bila teringat balik, rasa macam kelakar sangat. ni semua sebab diana yang ketawa masa solat. dah lama dah aku tak tengok aksi begitu. heheh!
Friday, January 9, 2009
sleepless nights
i'm suffering from SND.
sleepless nights disorder.
that's basically what i have been having these past few weeks.
i woke up at almost noon and start to sleep after Subuh.
my routine nowadays.
i'm at the office now.
already finish up today's task.
but i can't really sleep.
sebab dah biasa lepas Subuh baru boleh tidur.
sleepless nights disorder.
that's basically what i have been having these past few weeks.
i woke up at almost noon and start to sleep after Subuh.
my routine nowadays.
i'm at the office now.
already finish up today's task.
but i can't really sleep.
sebab dah biasa lepas Subuh baru boleh tidur.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
cita-cita
kalau masa sekolah menengah aku nak jadi arkitek ataupun designer. tapi dapat pula sambung belajar dalam Diploma Computer Science. then, bila dah belajar Science Comp, cita-cita nak jadi programmer pula. bila pergi training di India, aku tukar lagi cita-citaku nak buka kedai fotostat bersama ummu disebabkan ke-tension-an training, failing test and everything.
but now...
after all the long hours at work, tengok coding jsp and the portlet and everything.
aku dah tukar cita-citaku.
my current ambition :
surirumah sepenuh masa yang ada duit sentiasa.
ahaks!
but now...
after all the long hours at work, tengok coding jsp and the portlet and everything.
aku dah tukar cita-citaku.
my current ambition :
surirumah sepenuh masa yang ada duit sentiasa.
ahaks!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
a year that was
2.0.0.8
my first post of 2009. yeehaa! yeah, i know it's a bit late for the new year post. memang dah belated new year. i was so occupied with work, can't even breathe easily. after i returned from Sarawak (which i still haven't posting about it as it was so long journey, i'm feeling too blah to write it. baca di ummu's blog je nanti, kalau dia post lah. huhu), i straight away got into work so deep that i couldn't pull myself out. cewah! memang tak sempat nak rest. but anyway, i'm not gonna talk about work on this post, sudah-sudahlah pasal kerja.
2008 brings so much memories. the good, the bad and the so-so. growing up is definitely a tough things to do. i learned about responsibilites, people's crazy behaviour, working life, friendships. so many things that i might not be able to experienced it again this year.
some rules have been broken too. hukhuk. tak sengaja, terpaksa. couldn't really escaped from it. i still haven't met my McDreamy. sob sob! not because i'm not interested, i wasn't looking for it. cewah. ayat cover. hahaha! i didn't cried that much last year. i only cried when watching sad movies or reading truly sad novels.
one word to describe my 2008: FUN.
India, convocation, Sarawak, work (tak sangka work pun fun kan? heheh), friends whom I can't live without, my mom going for Hajj, my first salary...so many things!
anyway...happy belated new year, guys!
2008 brings so much memories. the good, the bad and the so-so. growing up is definitely a tough things to do. i learned about responsibilites, people's crazy behaviour, working life, friendships. so many things that i might not be able to experienced it again this year.
some rules have been broken too. hukhuk. tak sengaja, terpaksa. couldn't really escaped from it. i still haven't met my McDreamy. sob sob! not because i'm not interested, i wasn't looking for it. cewah. ayat cover. hahaha! i didn't cried that much last year. i only cried when watching sad movies or reading truly sad novels.
one word to describe my 2008: FUN.
India, convocation, Sarawak, work (tak sangka work pun fun kan? heheh), friends whom I can't live without, my mom going for Hajj, my first salary...so many things!
anyway...happy belated new year, guys!
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