emptyness

i drove to work today without noticing anything at all.
took the same road from day one.
it was till the point you had not realized that what actually happen.

"eh..dah sampai sini dah?"
"tadi dah lalu ke jalan ***?"
you started to wonder.

same goes at work.
i don't know what happened to me.
i stared at the box in front of me.
my hands do the typing.
but i don't know what did i do for the whole day.
"apa yang aku buat sepanjang hari ni ye?"
i feel like i'm the dumbest person here.
have not yet completed the work assigned to.
shed my tears thinking about it yesterday.
talked to aida but still couldn't calm myself.
i continued to cried on my way back home yesterday.
frustrated with myself.


well...it seems that nothing excites me anymore.
the same ol' routines.
emptyness is how i feel at the moment.
like some part of you missing...
don't know what it was though.



hmm..apa yang aku dah melalut ni..baik balik je