Tuesday, December 23, 2008

at-10-tion !

dear readers,

I am pretty busy at the moment as I already started the development phase in the project (have to get used to Portlet, Servlet etc). so, any update may be post during weekends or holidays.

Thank you...

saja nak perasan kononnya blog aku ni dibaca oleh orang ramai. cewah! gambar dan entry pasal journey kamek ke sarawak, akan dipost later. kitak tunggu saja. kamek sik ada masa.

(mesti orang sarawak gelak baca entry aku, suka hati je. tah betul ke tak grammar bahasa sarawak aku ni...wahaha!)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

sarawak, here i come!

my last post before flying to Sarawak.
my flight will depart on Thursday morning.
pergi dengan famili ummu.
tak sabar sungguh.

away from the madness.
away from the endless work.
away from the Twilight obsession
i definitely need this vacation.
to calm my obsession.
and my stressfull work.

ps: i'll be back on Sunday night :)

the colour black

black is the colour, kak zu.
i'm answering her tag. hehe.

i want everything black.
black car.
black handbag.
black pants.
black wedding dress. (eh?!!)
black wedding cake (with the taste of chocolates).
black flip flop.
black shoes.
black shirts.

i have a thing for black.
black is definitely sexy.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

twilight saga continues

just finished reading Breaking Down, the final book of the Twilight series.
one word to describe it : SUPERB!

the best finale you could've ever imagined. really enjoy every pages. makes me fell in love with not just Edward, but the rest of the Cullens as well. actually, i fell in love with all of the vampires.
Good Vampires vs Volturi. and there's Reneesme, Edward and Bella's daughter.

can't wait for the final series to be on the silver screen. haisyy...i will be pushing 30 kot when the movie finally opened. (tidakkkk!!!) cewah! ye la, New Moon will be complete in 2010 (i will be 25 years old). Cuba bayangkan yang final movie tu bila pula nak dicompletekan. and Robert will be pushing 30 too (a year younger than me) i started reading it last night, around 10 p.m and finished reading it 6.15 pm today. it consisted of 856 pages.

anyway, i also have read Midnight Sun, still from Stephenie Meyer. but not the whole book. i only managed to have until chapter 12 in ebook. well, Midnight Sun is sort of the spin-off of Twilight. i fell in love with it already. can't resist the charms. cewah! all 4 of the twilight books centered around Bella's thoughts and actions while Midnight Sun revolves around Edward and his mind-reading ability.

by the way, anyone of you know where i can get a copy of Midnight Sun?
went to Kinokuniya & MPH Online last weekend but there isn't any.

Do They Hear You When You Cry?

Since we're in the mood for Book Review (cewah!), I remembered reading a truly magnificent novel by Fauziya Kassindja with Layli Miller Bashir, title "Do They Hear You When You Cry?". I read this book when I was in high school, at the age of 16 to be exact. It was on the shelf in my class room. I was actually dying of boredom the day when I decided to give this book a try. My friend even surprised seeing me reading the book from the shelf. I told them, this is such a great story to be read. To be known. Not just sitting there, on the shelf as a display items.

This is a true story. A true story about the Fauziya, herself. (If you expect some romance, action, sci-fi mood then go find something else). It was about human suffering and also about heartbreaking story how a woman find justice for herself, objecting her own Tribal law. When I read the book, I couldn't really hold back any emotions. As if, I was with her, experiencing what she's been through. I could feel the hurt, the humiliations, the sadness in her. She migrated illegally from her country, Togo to the US, hoping things will get better. But of course, it turned out to be one of biggest challenge for her. She was mistreated while in jail in the US. Bear in mind that Fauziya is a Muslim woman.

It is, by far one of the best book I've read so far, in my 23 years of life.

New Moon...not so much

i have read the New Moon (2nd installment of Twilight series).
it didn't have really the 'umph' factor.
not so much Edward, too much Jacob.
basically it's more like Bella and Jacob story.
except where Jacob becomes the werewolf was kinda interesting.

will the 2nd movie be interesting, considering the lack of the 'umph' factor in the novel?
i wonder.
have to wait till 2010 for the release of New Moon.

never think

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before your too far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
You choose to hold on
It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before your too far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on

~ performed by Rob Pattinson on the Twilight soundtrack ~

Saturday, December 13, 2008


the day the earth stood still.
i sat still through out the movie.

why the hell did i watched this movie?!!

i felt wasted. damn it.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

emotional wreck

at times i feel sad.
makes me want to cry.
at times i'm confused.
makes me want to scream out loud.
at times i feel angry.
makes me want to say all the meanest thing.
it's killing me.

can't think straight.
can't feel right.
can't see bright.

something's wrong with me.
don't know what it was.

twilight saga

i just finished reading the Twilight novel (ebook given by Za). i think the novel was much better than the movie kot. to me la tapi. enjoy gilalah baca novel dia. i cannot stop reading it til the end. couldn't really focused on anything else, just the book. makes me dying to read New Moon as soon as possible. but i can bet it will get me stucked just what Twilight did to me. I have to remind myself that I'm working and I need to focus on my work and don't sleep late.

can't really help it though. darn it.
ni semua Edward Cullen punya pasal.

Thanks to Za for getting me caught up in the twilight saga!
It kinda make me becoming lazier each day. ahaks!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

twilight zone

just got back from watching Twilight with my sister.
been dying to watch since the day it was released.
well, i didn't read the novel before.
heard of it, but wasn't that keen to read it.
i remember seeing the cover of the book.
anyway, overall the movie was kinda slow.
i was expecting some fast-pace action terbang-terbang and fight scene.
it did have some but not so much.
not a lot of scenes that makes my jaw drop except for a few like when Edward drove crazily to save Bella (dah macam aksi drifting) and where the Cullens run through the jungle (laju sey).
and also, masa the Cullens were playing baseball.
pergh! that one was superb lah weh!
i feel like Robert Pattinson was born to play Edward Cullen.
You know like some people are born to be something.
contoh macam Daniel Radcliffe really the best to play Harry Potter and Viggo Mortensen was born to play Aragorn...apa aku merepek ni tapi you got the point lah kan.

back to the movie.
it wasn't the best vampire movie for me though.
if you're into that damn hot vampire and a mortal caught in a forbidden love, then this is the movie for you.
the acting was quite good too actually.
apart from Robert and Kristen, the guy who plays James (the tracker vampire) really good too (quite handsome if you asked me.ewah).
i've seen better vampire movies (remember Van Helsing?).
it was just good enough.
but it was worth a watch, i'm not lying.

tapi seriously, i fell in love with Robert in this movie
(aku tau korang mesti cakap dah agak kan).
seriously, he's gorgeous in this.
like his eyes...her killer asset. (cewah!)
can't believe that he was the same person who plays Cedric Diggory in the 4th Harry Potter movie.
that time, i do not really feel like he did much.
i'm torn between two English guys.
Robert Pattinson and Ben Barnes.
Who is Ben Barnes? Go and google it.
overall, i give this movie 3.5 bintang...

* can't wait for the 2nd installment - New Moon

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Senario di pejabat

bukan kumpulan Senario buat pertunjukan di pejabat saya.
cuma suasana sejuk-sejuk lemah gitu di pejabat.
parking senang hari ini.
pejabat agak lengang hari ini.
bunyi bising pun tiada.
meja sebelah aku kosong.
ramai orang cuti.
lagi-lagi geng bas sekolah.
masing-masing bermalasan dirumah.

kegembiraan terbit dari hatiku ini (cewah!)
dah macam dunia ini ana yang punya dah ni.
walaupun sebenarnya aku cemburu.
sob sob!

* entah kenapa aku amat rajin hari ini. sanggup turn down offer orang nak belanja. semata-mata nak siapkan kerja. kalau hari-hari macam inikan bagus. baru aku jadi pekerja produktif. walaweh...

Sunday, December 7, 2008

tsumawi dulu

was watching the re-run of Konsert Akhir AF3 on the weekend.
yeah yeah, i know apa barang tengok AF3.
it just brings back the old memory.
i still remembered clearly during the Tsumawi wave hitting the nation (cewah!)
i was one of the hardcore fan of Mawi.
banyak duit habis afundi mawi sey.
it wasn't just me okay, even id and ummu were 'drowned' in the wave (ewah!).
bila ada member yang kutuk mawi, akan defend gilalah masa tu.
siap join fan club dia kot (can't remember the url now! hehehe...).
when he became the champion and he cried, aku pun ikut sama.
konon nangis, join mawi.
during that, i felt it was worth every cents of the sms i sent.

i looked at him now and i feel pity.
for he was being used to bring more money.
now that he's getting married and all, the promotion was kinda...over the top.
siap boleh sms bagi ucapan and you can answer question.
where if you win, you'll get to be at his wedding.
i wonder, will he read all the messages.
keep in mind, that every sms cost RM1 and there are 5 questions.
hmm, kiranya you have to pay RM5 untuk datang kenduri kahwin.
but itu my opinion je lah.

oh ye, by the way.
selamat hari raya aidiladha people.
this year, oleh sebab my mother is away for the hajj...aku just masak spaghetti.

* spaghetti yang aku rebus ketika post ini ditulis dah kembang sikit.
sebab terlupa aku tengah rebus. asyik tengok tv and buat blog. apalah aku ni...

Friday, December 5, 2008

bring your heart home

that's what i feel today.
i suddenly imagining my father sitting alone at home.
the daughters going out having fun with friends.
bad imagination!
during the absence of my mother, i tried hard to be back home early.
even though my sister is at home.
but she likes to stays inside her room, ym-ing.
i just want to be there for him.
talking about stuff - politics, wrestling, football, his work...anything!
as long as we're talking.
just listening to him would be good enough for me.
sometimes, if i'm not sleepy yet...i'll make sure he sleeps first.

it really breaks my heart to see him sitting alone at the living room.
it brought me to tears just thinking about it.

* i want to leave work early today.
i want to go for grocery shopping this evening.
to cook whatever i can cook for the coming Raya Haji.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

privacy issue

do you understand the meaning of privacy???!
and who the hell gave you the damn permission to use my things???!

aku memang bengang kalau orang sesuka hati saja nak sentuh barang-barang aku bila aku tiada.
aku bengang yang amat sangat.
lagi satu, kalau dah buat tu senyap sajalah.
don't go around screwing things up!!

by the way, i don't care who you are.
you should have some respect for other's privacy!

new rules people!

oh...mungkin aku sukar untuk ber'blogging' lagi selepas ini.
dalam hatiku menjerit...tidak!!!
kenapa kamu tanya?
mestilah sebab kerja, bukan sebab aku nak kahwin ye!
aku dan geng bas sekolah yang lain
telah diberi peraturan baru.
setiap pagi kena jumpa boss, lapor diri untuk tanya
"Apa kerja untuk saya hari ini?"
Bak kata Tok Su, supaya kami lebih produktif, dinamik, proaktif, positif, na na na kita tak perlu gusar...
(tiba-tiba terkeluar lagu fanatik KRU...wahahah! Tok Su cakap sampai produktif je, aku saja tambah perkataan-perkataan lain).
Kami akan diberi masa untuk siapkan kerja.
Contohnya :

Task XYZ
- estimated time to be complete : 1 hour
(jot down waktu mula dan waktu tamat)
Lepas completed the task, proceed dengan Task ABC pula

Begitulah rutin seharian kami.
Berkuatkuasa hari ini.

The question is...sampai bila aku boleh ikut peraturan?
Another thing is...aku ni patuh sangat ke peraturan?

perhatian :
geng bas sekolah dalam post ini merujuk pada semua programmer.
kata ganti diri nama ke-15 ini telah diberikan oleh kak asiah merangkap guru besar dan ketua pengawas. ahaks!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

friends oh friends

[1] Do you think you're hot?
eh?! mmm...err...erm...i!

[2] Upload a favorite picture of you.

(di mana saya? saya di belakang mas, tepi jasman!)

[3] Why do you like this picture?
because no one really looks at the camera, no one is posing.

[4] When was the last time you ate pizza?
alamak! i think masa ramadhan kot...

[5] The last song you listened to?
Ikenai Taiyou by Orange Range

[6] What are you doing right now besides this?
Doing the endless work...aiyaa!

[7] What name do you prefer besides yours?
ni macam dah jawab dalam previous tag!

[8] People to tag
1. Ummu
2. Fibo
3. Zida
4. Dila
5. Idyani (walaupun dia yang tag aku, aku nak tag dia balik!)

[9] Who is no.1?
My best friend, we've been together since my diploma years until now.
(in the same class since diploma to degree, my former housemate, my officemate)

[10] No.3 is having relationship with?
coursemate, officemate

[11] Say something about no.5
my number one pengaruh rakan sebaya...hahaha!

[12] How about no.4
Cikamku sayang.

[13] Who is no.2?
Another my cikam sayang. The one who I like to drag along with! haha..