Thursday, September 1, 2011

menyambut syawal

[sticky entry]

we're just a few days away from waving goodbye to the Holy Month of Ramadhan and saying welcome to the month of Syawal. how was your Ramadhan so far? mine was and still is a lot better than previous years. Alhamdulillah, i managed to performed terawih on many nights, i'd be lying if i say i managed to do it every single night but it was much more than before. syukur. and i really like this year's Ramadhan. why? because i cooked and baked a lot during this month, which was surprisingly 'NEW' for me as i don't like to be in the kitchen. at all. doa emak maybe nak anak dia kahwin cepat tu yang tetiba rajin masuk dapur. hehe.

sedih dan sayu rasanya nak berpisah dengan Ramadhan kali ini. suka sangat bulan yang mulia ini. bulan ni rasa macam everything is at peace. takde terkejar-kejar dengan kerja. kat office pun macam relax sikit. kira macam siang hanya untuk bekerja. malam untuk beribadat. rasa tenang sangat. hidup pun lebih teratur. entah kenapa saya rasa macam nak ramadhan ni lama sedikit. tapi kita Hamba Allah, bukan hamba Ramadhan kan?   (ambil ayat Id kat fb dia)

let's be honest. i don't think i am that thrilled to celebrate this coming raya. (gasp!) why? well, as usual family drama. which is something i'm used to because we kinda had it almost every year. it's like a ritual stuff or something. some of you might not understand the position i'm in. i have suchhh complicated relationship with my own family and relatives. but don't get the wrong idea. it's not that i don't love them, it's just sometimes you can't help feeling a little annoyed. well, you know what they say, you can't choose your family. but what the heck kan, raya tetap raya. i shall put those 'drama' thing behind and pretend that i don't give a shit (oops!) about what happened. i'm good at pretending, ya know...

anyway, it'll be a really looonnnngggg holiday which i kinda like (hey, who doesn't right?) because i can finally breathe a little after all the hardwork. 11 days of heavenly holiday! the longest so far for me. yeay!! i'll be spending my first raya here in KL as usual and later on, we'll be heading to Johor Bahru to visits all the relatives there. and if ada duit lebih sikit, planning to head down to Singapore for some USS trip. but itu hanya rancangan. tak muktamad pun.

so i would like to take this opportunity to wish all my friends and my beloved readers 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri' and if any of my entries written here in this blog ever offended anyone, i am really truly sorry. please do come to my house. not sure if this year my parents decides to host the open house event but anyone is welcome to come. siapa-siapa nak datang nanti saya bagi alamat ye.

...and for those workaholics out there, remember....

"Your job won't take care of you when you fall sick! 
Your family and friends will...
So be home for the holidays!"


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