when the going gets tough

my throat hurts so much due to the fact of a non-stop coughing and working.
my mom really pissed because i was overdoing the job even when i am sick
my body gets weakened every minute
my running nose doesn't feel like stopping any minute
my mind feel like shutting down
thank God, my heart still can keep up
keep me going
as far as i could


if i'm really cold-hearted person, i'll walk away this very minute.
without looking back.
without thinking about anything else.
all i care about is me...
but NO.
i'm not that cruel...


it's not like i'm asking for this
it's not like i offered myself to do this
no, i am not doing this to prove anything
let just say
that i am doing this out of pity...
yes.
PITY...