Lyric : What Do You Want From Me by Adam Lambert

Hey, slow it down...what do ya want from me
What do ya want from me
Yeah I'm afraid...what do ya want from me
What do ya want from me

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are...so what do ya want from me
What do ya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do ya want from me
What do ya want from me
What do ya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
(Nothing wrong with you)
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
(It perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin' around
Hey, what do ya want from me (what do ya want from me)
What do ya want from me (what do ya want from me)

Just don't give up on me
(Uuuuuuh) I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

(So I) just don't give up
I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do ya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do ya want from me (what do ya want from me)
What do ya want from me (what do ya want from me)
What do ya want from me

* my current favourite song. asyik dengar berulang kali. saya memang macam tu. kalau suka sesuatu lagu tu akan dengar back to back lah. kadang-kadang lagu tu je yang ada dalam playlist saya.


psst dd : ini dikira update kan? ;p

the gift

thanks dd for the gift.

oh. sungguh tidak bermaya muka kau!
macam tak excited dapat baju baru.
ok. one more time.

...

...

DONE. haha. cam sama je dengan yang tadi kan. hehe!
dah habis ceria dah ni tapi still muka pucat.
what to do ek? untuk elakkan muka pucat tidak bermaya ini?
and please don't say put some make up on.
mak takde masa noks nak bermekap pagi-pagi.

baju itu adalah giftnya! ;) for those yang kenal saya, ini bukanlah style saya ye. saya suka darker colour macam ala-ala gothic gitu tapi takpe oleh sebab saya sayang kamu dd saya pakai baju ini selalu. huhu!

saya meniru posing dd ketika dia bercamwhore miahahah!
posing yang ini.


oh ok ok saya tahu. tak jadi kan.

pesanan untuk dd : hadiah ini tak dikira dengan birthday present i untuk tahun ini ye, kena bagi gak untuk tahun ni. wah gitu! ;p

agoraphobia or demophobia?

some say it's agoraphobia which means fear of crowded public places. or maybe a demophobia, fear of crowd. but the main thing nak cakap adalah saya tak suka crowd. saya rasa masa sekolah lagi dah perasan benda ni. dulu kalau ada ujian tara rumah sukan kena buat lompat tinggi, lontar peluru semua tu. and student semua kena buat one by one tu kan. bila sampai turn saya saja saya tak suka dengar the crowd cheering. saya rasa tertekan sungguh sampai rasa sakit perut. kalau boleh nak suruh mereka senyap. memang masa tu rasa kenapa ujian tara tu tak dibuat secara perseorangan. biar antara student itu dengan pencatat markah tu je. siusiusiu~

lagi satu, saya selalu rasa gerun nak lalu tengah-tengah orang ramai. tak suka pergi sesuatu tempat yang penuh dengan orang. especially kalau terlalu ramai. so you won't find me at any concerts kat stadium or at the hot air balloon festival ke. mesti rasa rimas tengok orang ramai. kadang-kadang boleh naik angin sebab ramai sangat orang.

i hate riding crowded bus.

i hate naik lrt yang penuh sesak.

i feel really trapped on elevators with a lot of people.

i hate going to a crowded shopping mall macam kat mid valley tu.

i hate going up on a stage in front of a crowd.

...hmm...

saya memang tak boleh masuk AF. haha tetiba saja.

sushi lover

just wondering...

ada tak orang served sushi during weddings? i'm talking about Malay weddings lah tau not some lavishly Hollywood weddings. planning to serves them at my weddings cewah kahkah. dah tentulah kan dalam adat perkahwinan melayu bab-bab makanan ni sangatlah dititikberatkan. penting bagi kita untuk memuaskan tetamu yang hadir supaya nanti tiadalah cakap-cakap belakang yang mengkritik majlis kita tu kan. tak kesahlah kalau pelamin sangat grand cantik gila dan sungguh over the top gitu tapi kalau makanan yang dihidangkan tidak memuaskan pasti kena kritik juga. people will say "isssh, pelamin je grand makanan tah pape tah" (i've heard this one before so many times) so cuba bayangkan kalau saya serve sushi during my weddings confirm akan dengar orang cakap "ni lah budak yang kahwin hari tu yang serve makanan jepun yang tah halal tah tidak" (wah, sungguh berimaginasi tinggi saya ni. kehkeh!)

cry for help

DEAR BOSS,

can i request you to allocate another person to help us out on this freakingly annoying and bored-to-death Training Module?

please?


sekian.

yang benar,



(yang dah tak larat. dah tak kuasa. dah naik muak. dah malas nak ambil kisah)

mimpi pelik ketika demam

hari tu saya mimpi fasha sandha cari gaduh dengan saya siap bawa geng dia konon ala-ala nak lawan rempit and saya pun bawa geng gak lah kan pastu kitorang gaduh havoc gila lah tepi longkang besar yang penuh dengan air kaler teh susu then saya tolak dia jatuh longkang. hari tu ada mimpi lagi Rose Alley berlagak dengan saya dia pandai bermain gitar lagu Sweet Caroline dan saya merasa sungguh cemburu. ada sekali tu saya mimpi lagi saya dan beberapa orang lagi telah diculik and were sent to some jewish school (tah pape kan) and we were forced to learn some jewish traditions dan di kawal ketat siapa-siapa cuba nak lari dari sana akan ditangkap dan didera dan (berapa banyak dan daaa) di sana saya telah berjumpa dengan Giuliana Rancic of E-News dan kami bersembang mengenai cincin kahwin dia berdiamond besar compare to my gold ring on my finger padahal saya belum bertunang mahupun berkahwin.

semua ini berlaku ketika saya demam...SPOOKY kan. pfft!

animal movies

(ye, animal movies bukan animal planet)

lewat malam tadi, semasa mengambil mood untuk tidur sekali tuh tangan gatal saya telah menekan butang R di astro ria lalu tertidur. haha. ok, bukan begitu ceritanya. ceritanya macam ni. saya telah menonton cerita Marley & Me kat alahai tak ingatlah pulak HBO ke StarMovies tapi either one lah kan. saya kalau boleh akan avoid tengok cerita-cerita macam ni not because i hate dogs ok. i like looking at dogs tapi yang jinak-jinak saja lah oh wait scratch that. i like looking at puppies. puppies are soooo freaking cute. especially yang bulu lebat sampai tak nampak mata pastu jalan tergedek-gedek. kihkih. comel comel. anyway, one reason i don't want to watch animal movies is that i know for sure i'll end up crying. tak boleh wooo tengok binatang tu mati in the end or binatang tu kena dera. memang menangis lah saya macam tengok kuch-kuch hota hai dulu. macam semalam, gatal tangan tengok Marley & Me terus menangis teresak-esak nak tidur pun air mata masih mengalir di pipi gitu. tengok Stuart Little pun saya boleh nangis. kihkih.

comelnyerrrr.....grrr!

kalau tengok national geography tang sekumpulan harimau tengah nak terkam kuda belang ke apa kan akan sedih lah. mesti akan jerit "kasihannya!!!" kat depan tv tu walaupun saya tahu itu adalah makanannya tapi tetap sedih. kalau tengok ularkatak kena makan dengan katak ular pun rasa kasihan. mungkin sebab cara makan dia kot. main sambar je. uhuk uhuk!

awww...comel sangat kan! mana saya tak nangis bila dia mati di pangkuan tuan dia. hukhuk!

footnote : ok. disini saya ingin menyatakan sesuatu. sebelum ada suara-suara sumbang yang sibuk nak mengomen tak tentu hala meh sini saya clarifykan dulu. mungkin bagi sesetengah orang menganggap apalah budak ni suka anjing. dahlah Islam. tak tahu ke haram binatang tu. well, bagi saya tak salah kan kalau saya suka dengan anjing lainlah kalau saya bersentuhan dengan anjing dengan keadaan basah tapak tangan itu baru haram. kena samak. Islam pun tidak menyuruh kita bersikap kejam terhadap binatang. i can't stand tengok gambar-gambar haiwan diseksa. sedih tengok kenapa manusia boleh zalim begitu sekali.

misi

saya sedang dalam satu misi. bukan misi pengaman PBB. bukan juga misi mencari jodoh. jauh sekali misi yang cucuk jarum kat hospital itu. apa misi saya? yee...betullah tu, misi sedang menjimatkan wang. oleh sebab akan pergi berjoli katak hujung april nanti, saya perlu siap sedia dari segi mental dan fizikal nak shopping sakan dan berfoya-foya di kala itu jadi buat masa sekarang sila jangan ajak saya shopping, jangan nak pengaruh saya beli baju ataupun kasut baru atau dalam erti kata lainnya janganlah sesiapa lagi bertunang buat masa ini nanti saya akan terpaksa membeli baju yang akan mengikut tema (wah gitu!), jangan nak pengaruh saya pergi tengok wayang (tapi kalau tengok Johnny Depp takpe ;p), sila jangan bawak kereta laju-laju sebab nanti minyak cepat habis so terpaksa isi minyak selalu, sila jangan...hmmm jangan ajak saya pergi makan mahal-mahal di sushi king ataupun black canyon ataupun nando's ataupun starbucks coffee (sedapnya tuuuuh nyum nyum!)

ok.thx.bye!

just leave me alone!

i'm not a very friendly person. well i am actually but only to those who i'm comfortable with and the ones who i called 'friends'. wah tiba-tiba opening macam tu. ok lah, bagi mukadimah dulu ye. you know how sometimes you are not in the mood to entertain anyone and you just wished that they left you alone? give you some space?

well, honestly speaking saya selalu rasa macam tu (di sesuatu tempat itu tapi tak boleh beritahu kat sini!) especially if i'm so stressed out and after a long tiring hours at work, i just wanna do my own thing in my own space. i seriously don't give a damn to whatever going on around me. i don't pay attention at all. i usually put on some music and listen to it with full volume so that i won't hear people talking and laughing (which is sometimes annoying). yes, i know i can be a selfish brat but that's who i am. i'm not there to be friendly, i'm not there to be nice and i am definitely not there to chit chat with a bunch of people i don't even know. i don't pretend to be nice so that people will like me. in fact i am comfortable if people there don't talk to me or even say hi to me. pelik tak saya?

there's this one person who was always in the mood to talk and chat with me but he's getting on my nerves! malas nak layan! like i said i'm not there to be friendly. sebab si mamat sengal ini, i had to put on a face (my muka masam dan sombong memanjang macam ala-ala kejam!) whenever i'm at that place. i was hoping he would get the 'look here dude, i know you just doing your job but please...stay away from me!' signal but damn! sampai sekarang dia macam nak beramah mesra. i always ignore him. won't even look at him even if i knew he just stands a few inches away from me. rimas tau rasa! macam nak buat restraining order je. ok that was a bit exaggerating lah kan tapi serious rasa lemas dan rimas. kalau nampak dia dari jauh, akan avoidlah bumped into him! see, betapa scarynya saya siap terpaksa cari another route walaupun jauh tapi sanggup.

there's this one time when i was doing my thing dia menyibuk nak termampus siap ketuk bahu saya nak cakap sesuatu. i was wearing my headset at the time so i just looked at him sambil meninggikan kepala gaya bertanya 'nak apa?'. he asked me to take off the headset for a while (walaupun macam nak ignore je kan tapi still ada hati perut) so i took it off lah kan. dia cakap 'akak ada perasan sesuatu tak tadi'. then i replied 'perasan tapi malas nak layan' and straight away put back on my headset mampus kau nak terasa ke apa. i know it's mean and rude but i couldn't help it. he's soooo crossing the line siap nak ketuk bahu nak bersembang. pffttt!

STOP BUGGING ME!!!

you know what i mean right? yes? no? ok, i'm just babbling! please read, BABBLING. tengah merepek sorang-sorang.


footnote : ye, penting jaga hubungan sesama manusia tapi kalau dia sendiri yang merosakkan hubungan itu sapalah saya untuk menjaganya! ;p oh btw, you don't even know what's going on tapi takpe i thanked you for giving me advice. but it would be nice if i know who's the one giving the advice kan. cuma terfikir kenapa ye nak menasihati tapi nama pun kurang manis? lebih manis kalau nama itu adalah HAMBA ALLAH. ok just bagi pendapat, tak salah kan ;)

cute little one

i have a thing for babies. especially the cute one macam suri anak tom cruise tu yang gila cute nak termampos and also macam anak saudara ummu, najat yang saya rasa nak saja jodohkan kalau saya ada anak lelaki. wah gitu! bertunang masa kecil jadi dah besar senang dah ada calon. kahkah. so the drama-cliche kan. kehkeh! eh, maybe i can pair her up with my boy, irfan! if i have a son, i want him to be cute and adorable and handsome and lovable like this little fella.

so auntie ummu, irfan layak tak jadi pakwe najat? hihi ;p

gosh, irfan dah besar dah pandai berposing dah sekarang. missed him terribly. credits to his mother, kak fika for this picture! ;)

she's engaged!

a friend whom i know since my diploma years is engaged. my best friend which i knew since the last 7 years ago is leaving me behind. ewah. we've been through a lot and our friendship still going strong despite the fact she left me to death cewah eh takdelah sebenarnya she left me at the office to find another job. yup, we used to work under one roof and also seated next to each other walaupun tak next sangat tapi dekat lah dalam 4,5 langkah dah sampai meja dia ;p

ok. sebenarnya nak cerita pasal jem nak termampos masa hari sabtu yang banyak jalan tutup sebab le tour de langkawi tu kan sampai i rasa tension jerit sorang-sorang dalam kereta sampai ketuk stereng rasa macam memang ganas lah i masa tu noks sebab asal orang hon je asal orang cilok je masuk lane i saya tidak teragak-agak showed my middle finger! hoisshh marah sangat masa tu. nak tahu kenapa saya marah? sebab....hantaran cupcakes dan cake ummu ada pada saya dan takut gila cupcakes tu cair. faham tak perasan i noks sebab tanggungjawab berat tu. kot-kot pihak lelaki dah sampai tapi hantaran tak cukup ataupun melted sebab stuck in a traffic jam for hours. i left my house at 10.15 am and arrived at her house kat Setapak Jaya tu dalam pukul 12.00. gila tak tu? rasa macam dah sampai melaka dah! padahal sebenarnya setengah jam je boleh sampai. (sebab tahu saya tidak hebatlah saya melepaskan kemarahan. kalau saya hebat saya tentu boleh handle the situation well dengan gaya cool saja kan! oh ye, saya memang bukan penyabar orangnya tapi sedang memperbaiki diri supaya lebih bersabar walaupun cupcakes orang cair melebur ;p)

ok. naseb baik tak cair.

congratulations sayang on your engagement. saya boleh belasah anas if he doesn't treat you right just tell me tau! cewah...i love you and forever will love you! muahhxxxx! hope you'll get married soon and have cute kids macam najat and erina and shina and ayyan. ok you get it lah kan ;p

foot note : can't help feeling a little sad. will our friendship be the same now that she's engaged? hmm...oh ye, sebenarnya nak cakap 'WHY SO SERIOUS?' kat sesapa lah ye. tak faham kenapa nak ambil serius dengan semua benda. saya menulis ni bukan dengan harapan menunjuk-nunjuk yang oh hebatnya english saya. ini tulisan caca merba. geez, kalau macam ini selepas ini kena mentioned awal-awal dalam post 'ini cuma gurauan' or 'english saya teruk jadi pada sapa yang rasa english dia hebat jangan baca' hahaha! ;p

how to cheat in an exam

caution : please please don't ever try this unless you are sure what you're doing. i'm not encouraging you to do the things here ok. all these are just from my past experiences and also from observing people. you are actually risking your life because if you get caught, you could be suspended. if you don't then congrats to you ;)

bersembang bersama rakan-rakan selama 2 jam amat bagus sekali untuk menjana minda anda ye murid-murid. because that's when all the ideas to update your blog comes in. me and my girlfriends were reminiscences the old times during our campus life. the main point of our discussion is none other than CHEATING IN A TEST! come on! i know ramai kan yang cheat masa exam. ok, i admitted. i did cheat. not once, not twice but gosh, i can't really remembered because it's too many! LOL.

So, here's what you can do in order to cheat kalau rasa macam dah tension sangat baca buku tapi tak masuk otak langsung BUT saya tak galakkan ye sebab nanti tak berkat kan ilmu tu. tengok apa jadi sekarang, saya dah tak ingat sangat apa yang saya belajar dulu. kahkah!

HOW TO CHEAT IN A TEST/EXAM

1) one of my friend actually record everything in her handphone and listened to it during the test. this one easier kalau korang pakai tudung. tudung boleh coverkan headphone yang korang pasang kat telinga. she placed her handphone in her pocket. brilliant ke apa tu?! *clap*

2) you need a PARTNER IN CRIME. yes, kawan yang akan bantu bila you pssst pssst dia kat sebelah and tunjuk signal 5 (maksudnya soalan no 5) and dia akan bagi clue dengan mengangkat kertasnya sambil berlakon konon-kononnya nak check jawapan belakang tapi sebenarnya nak bagi anda tengok jawapan dia. sharing is caring! * aww thanks ummu for making it easier for me and saving my a$$ *

3) port kena baekkkk punya. avoid sitting at the front and at the back because that's where the pengawas peperiksaan will be. duduk lane tengah tapi tepi. sisi tepi membolehkan anda melihat seluruh kawasan supaya senang nak berjaga-jaga sekiranya pengawas peperiksaan melalui kawasan sekitar anda.

4) i've seen people hide their notes in the jacket. exam hall selalu sejuk kan. people will put their sweaters on and what you don't know it's that sweater is actually a great accessory to hide your notes because they have pockets and zipper. masa exam konon-konon sejuk so people masukkan tangan kat dalam pocket. dorang pun sebenarnya curi-curi tengok nota dengan memandang bawah nak keluarkan tangan dari poket.

5) this one agak cliche dah sebab i think it's a very well know action - selitkan nota bila korang keluarkan A4 paper masa nak jawab exam tu. usually masa final kan yang dorang akan sediakan answer sheet but during test ke, quiz ke korang yang kena sendiri kan. so apalagi, selalunya people akan selitkan di antara answer sheets tu.

6) there are a few yang tulis kat tangan tapi this one macam tak work sangatlah if you have a sweaty palms. lagipun it's a bit obvious, people from afar can see something on your hands.

7) kalau dalam class yang kecil and everyone were like sitting so near memang senanglah sangat nak pass jawapan. you can wrote it on a small piece of paper. i've seen this actually in my own class. i was involved with it for sure tapi bukanlah pemberi cuma penerima. kahkah!

i think that's all lah kot yang saya tahu dan pernah tengok and pernah buat kuikuikui TAPI TAHUKAH ANDA...sebenarnya kan some of the lecturers tahu yang anda tengah meniru. they're once a student right?

*geez, i'm such a bad role model. but then again, who says i was a role model pun kan. hahaha!

why i love school so much

tadi bersembang dengan aida, ros dan linda pasal adi putra budak genius tu kan masa minum-minum petang. kelasss mak ngah kitorang sembang topik serius ni takde dah pasal boyfriends or love ni. kata dah tua matang. jadi topik nak bersembang mestilah topik yang matang and orang kata berkualiti gitu (padahal sebelum tu cakap pasal menari-nari macam hindustan and pasal CSI high tech semua ceh berkualiti lah sangat. kehkeh!)

anyway, dia kan takmo pergi sekolah semua kan sebab dia kata bosan dia dah tahu kan. bagi saya pula, kita pergi sekolah bukanlah untuk belajar semata-mata. itu semua untuk meluaskan pengalaman. mana lagi nak cari pengalaman first day sekolah nangis-nangis nak balik rumah, pengalaman berjalan pegang-pegang tangan nak pergi mana-mana dengan kawan. pengalaman beratur luruskan barisan masa perhimpunan. pengalaman mak bagi duit RM1 untuk belanja (masa tu barang murah kan) beli makanan tapi akan beli pemadam lah, pensel lah oh sungguh sweet kenangan itu kan. pengalaman ada kakak angkat lah, adik angkat lah sekarang ni tak kuasa nak ada adik angkat adik sendiri pun tak terjaga cewah! ok, lagi...pengalaman pergi pusat membeli belah (sekolah saya dekat dengan shopping mall The Weld and murid-murid dilarang pergi sana unless with parents la) lepas waktu sekolah dengan pakai uniform pengawas (oh dulu sekolah rendah saya pengawas tapi pengawas nakal haha) dan terkantoi dengan cikgu disiplin lari lintang pukang i noks balik sekolah dengan geng-geng. LMAO. hah lagi satu...pengalaman jatuh masa berlari ke kelas sampai dahi darah siap berjahit lagi tu (ye, saya lah tu. berlari sebab takut lambat masuk kelas. sekarang ni kalau lambat takde maknenye nak berlari. lagi mak jalan lenggang kangkung adalah. kahkah!).

sekolah menengah pula macam-macam pengalaman dapat. pengalaman kena denda dengan cikgu sebab ingatkan dah siap kerja sekolah dengan konfidennya hantar buku nak ditanda sekali tu hah amik kena baling ke luar buku tu sebab page kosong. haha. kelakar masa tu malu nak termampos. lagi satu pernah kena denda berdiri atas kerusi semua orang dalam kelas sebab cikgu tu marah sebab apatah tak ingat. lawan pengawaslah, bawa barang yang dilarang lah contoh macam liquid paper and keychain gambar artis (masa tu famous dengan Winter Sonata) pastu bila ada spotcheck kelam kabut semua nak sorokkan barang dalam handbag cikgu kitorang. handbag cikgu jadi mangsa sebagai tempat persembunyian barang haram ye, cikgu pun bersubahat. hahaha. it was such a sweeeeet moment!



cuba bayangkan adi putra tu dah besar and sedang melepak bersama kawan (eh, dia akan melepak ke? kuikui!) and dorang bersembang pasal kenangan zaman sekolah, mesti dia akan duduk diam je kan sebab tak gi sekolah. takde memories to speak of.




*wah rajin gila update blog hari ini. hehehe! bila ada idea macam ni lah, macam seorang karyawan menghasilkan karyanya. wakakakah. apa aku merepek ni labu.. ;p

nak jadi kejam tapi tak jadi

selalu tau macam ni. pernah tak korang macam ni. mula dah berkobar-kobra tau oh ye kobra bukan salah eja memang nak tulis tu pun eh ok terpesong pula. hah pernah tak korang berkobar-kobra nak buat jahat, nak memberontak and nak tunjuk yang diri tu sangat lah tetap pendirian tapi last-last terkulai layu di tasik madu juga? faham tak apa yang opah cuba sampaikan ni? eh oh ok tak faham. takpe.

saya selalu cakap nak buat jahat seperti tidak mahu datang kerja kalau gaji tak masuk or buat apa nak melayan orang yang cakap besar or tak mahu datang waktu cuti untuk siapkan kerja walaupun garis kematian sudah dekat...tapi in the end masih lagi tunjuk muka kat pejabat. masih lagi melayan orang yang cakap besar tu. semuanya sebab tak sampai hati. aishhh. mula-mula masa cakap tu "arghh tak kesah takmo datang!", "buat apa nak layan orang sengal macam tu!" and of courselah tengah dirasuk rasa marah oleh syaitan kan jadi masa tu fikir lantaklah. masa tu motto hidup adalah rules are made to be broken and i have my own life to be concern with cewah habis ganas dah cik tipah ni. ceh! padahal halfway through roh baik take over the emotions terus jadi baik sebab sifat perikemanusiaan tertanam tebal dalam diri. wah kau berpuitis sungguh. tapi you get what i mean kan.

tapi saya bersyukur jugalah sebab niat nak jadi kejam selalu tak tercapai. sebabnya? bila kita tak sakitkan hati orang lain, hati kita pun tidak disakiti kan. eh, tapi macam tak betul je sebab ada je yang kita tak pernah kacau pun tapi tiba-tiba nak sakitkan hati. hmm ok kita tukar...sebab apa ek? ha...sebabnya instead of bertambah dosa kita dengan menjadi kejam, kalau kita melakukan kebaikan bertambahlah pahala kita kan.

lagipun, it doesn't hurt kan to sacrifice a little. life is all about give and take (ceh, tahu cakap je kadang-kadang diri sendiri pun takmo berkorban masa untuk siapkan kerja. wakakah!)

daring female wish list ideas

while waiting to perform the asar prayer in surau today, aida conducted some motivational session (wah, motivational konon bukan nak bertazkirah ke kan masa nak tunggu asar kome ni. *ouch!*). the session (inda!) was based on the book titled 'The Daring Females Guide to Ecstatic Living' by Natasha Kogan yang dibawa oleh Ros. berikut adalah list yang aida tanya dan saya jawab untuk Daring Female Life Wish List Ideas stated in the book.

1) Places you'd like to visit - New Zealand, Korea, Paris, Venice.

2) People you'd like to meet - my girl, Oprah Winfrey lah kan of course. and also Ellen Degeneres.

3) Ideas you want to explore - photography and idea macam mana nak sentiasa bersemangat tinggi when the going gets tough.

4) Feelings you want to experience - i answered rich! and the others were like 'huh? feelings ke tu?'. betul apa. nak tahu perasaan bila kaya raya macam Donald Trump or sesiapa sajalah yang kaya. mesti terlampau banyak duit kan sampai tak tahu nak buat apa dah dengan duit tu. huhu.

5) Skills you want to learn - Photography. and Child care (yes, child care perlukan skills ye lagi-lagi nak deal dengan baby yang meragam. huhu) and oh ye, baking. i'm soooo terrible when it comes to baking. selalu berangan je lebih nak buat cookies la, muffin la last-last barang yang dibeli terpaksa di buang begitu saja sebab dah expired. hah kau, sampai expired dah. kehkeh!

6) Habits you want to kick - LAZY lah kan apa lagi. lazy dengan saya ni dah macam isi dengan kuku. huahuahua! and also, habit yang selalu tiada mood, selalu susah bangun pagi. then kak lin cakap nanti dah ada anak mesti boleh bangun pagi punya. tapi...bilakah waktu itu? ececeh! ;p

7) Habits you want to have - tentulah rajin kan. and positive thinking.

8) Adventures you'd like to experience - Bungee Jumping!!!!! but i'm so terrified of heights. mak gayat noks. walaupun gayat nak tahu gak macam mana rasanya terjun cliff kan or maybe Sky Diving, terjun dari airplane. wah!

9) Jobs you'd like to have - CEO baby. tapi CEO yang duduk relaks-relaks je arahkan orang sana sini. kehkeh. or maybe Housewife yang bergaya meletop tahu duduk rumah goyang kaki sebab suami dah kaya raya kan. wah gitu! ;p

10) Businesses you want to start - Photography lah kan apa lagi. and also Child Nursery tapi for babies yang tak banyak ragam yang nak 0rang. wah siap ada regulations lagi tu. hehe. sorrylah, kalau baby yang kuat nangis saya sangat tak tentu arah tak tahu nak buat apa. 

11) Books you want to write - The Life Of Shaidatul Ezzan. bercerita tentang kepayahan seorang programmer yang sentiasa kesempitan wang dan pemalas nak termampos. kelassss ada sesiapa nak beli? ;p

12) Books you want to read - Ada satu buku tak ingat the author tapi pasal Yakjuj Makjuj. dari dulu nak beli tak beli-beli. aishhh. and oh yeah, kalau ada buku pasal Bermuda Triangle ke, menarik gak nak dibaca.

13) Movies you want to make - i'm drawn to true stories. so kalau cerita-cerita macam human suffering tu teringin gak nak buat tapi mesti takde orang nak tengok kan. kalaulah diberi peluang teringin nak buat cerita from the novel 'Do They Hear You When You Cry'  into a movie. that would be nice kan..

14) Ways you want to change the world - Recycle, Save the animals and also tak guna banyak eletrik (dalam erti kata lain tak selalu on pc buat kerja. kahkah!)

so..korang macam mana pula? 

*dd bagi idea supaya jadikan ini sebagai tag - jadi saya nak tag dd dudu, aida farisa, linda dan rosa ;)

i'll stand by you

my favourite song at the moment. it was originally sung by The Pretenders but this one is a version from Cory Monteith, Finn from...what else? Glee!

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now

Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
Don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

wallpaper

gila lama tak buat tag ni. linda bising 'Ezzan! update lah blog' dan saya balas tak tahu nak update tentang apa. takde idea dol nak merapu apa kat blog. kang tulis pasal kebencian saya terhadap binatang manusia bernama Abang Mat si pemandu teksi yang mendera budak 3 tahun yang tak bersalah tu macam serius pula and people can read from the news lagipun kan. or pasal kucing saya si blackie yang perut besar tapi kepala kecil bakal menjadi ibu tak lama lagi macam terlalu personal untuk dikongsi bersama (cewah!)...jadi apa lagi. linda berkata "Meh nanti aku tag!" hah, so this is the tag from linda. mari kita layankan aje.

1) kena print screen desktop wallpaper yang digunakan sekarang.

(*_*)L

2) Beritahu kenapa suka wallpaper tu
need i say more? ;) i'm obsessed ok dengan glee ni. mengadap tiap-tiap hari tengok wallpaper ni sambil dengar OST of Glee buat saya berangan nak join Glee Club! kehkeh. berangan dan terus berangan. it's one of the thing that can distract me from whatever money crisis that i'm dealing with. hehe!


3) tag 10 people.

tiada!