Quotes :

" People are ridiculous. The phrase "talk some common sense into them" clearly isn't working. Time to start smacking sense into people... "

finally...

jumpa gak puan dd setelah lama tidak berjumpa. when was the last time kita jumpa ye? rasa macam masa ummu kahwin hari tu. which was like a month plus plus ago. kan? ke kita ada jumpa lepas tu cuma tetiba ezzan tak ingat. hehe. dapat gak melawat rumah dd. bestnya ada rumah sendiri. tak sabar nak beli. cewah. saya bukan takat lepak rumah dd je tapi siap lunch kat sana, sedap woo kheri masak walaupun lepas tu nangis sebab pedas. cewah. dd masak pun sedap. buat air pun sedap. semua sedaplah. anyway, tadi kitorang (dd, kheri, aida and myself) teman lina pergi nilai 3 sebab dia nak cari barang kahwin. i was very impressed with myself kerana tidak berbelanja langsung pada hari ini. congrats ezzan, congrats! *clap*

lepas settled everything dan makan semua, sambung lepak rumah dd sampai malam kooo. ingatkan macam nak tumpang solat maghrib je sekali kheri boleh lak buka cerita jepun dan korea kat tv. melekatlah balik bontot masing-masing layan cerita jepun. tak sedar diri tau weols duk sana sampai pukul 9 lebih. orang tu baru je kahwin mestilah nak mesra-mesra kan tapi kita kacau daun lah pulak. siusiusiu gelak control.

thanks dd for your hospitality. wah konon dah macam iklan MAS je. kehkeh. serius, terima kasih tak terhingga. nanti nak tumpang tidur lah kalau tetiba i kena balik lambat. cewah. anyway, rumah kamu ada bilik kosong kan...nak sewa boleh? ;p

star-struck

kalau tak kerana nak pergi singapore nanti, takdelah nak buat passport.

kalau tak buat passport, takdelah cuti hari ni.

kalau tak cuti hari ni, takdelah tengok BF saya dalam The Tourist hari ni.

kalau tak tengok The Tourist tadi, takdelah makan hotdog dengan air oren.

kalau tak beli hotdog dengan air oren, takdelah habis duit nak bayar parking.

kalau tak habis duit, takdelah singgah ATM keluar RM50.

kalau tak singgah Vincci beli kasut murah sebab nak tukar duit bayar parking,

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dah tentulah takkan jumpa Siti Nurhaliza hari ni.

tak sia-sia stop lama gila kat Vincci beli kasut, kalau tak stop beli tadi tentu tak terserempak dengan Siti kan. hihi. cantik dia. sangat peramah ok. Siti suka layan budak-budak. suka je saya tengok. hehe. dia siap melatah bila ada hp depan dia terjatuh. serius comel. Siti tengah buat promosi untuk produk SimplySiti kat JJ Balakong masa ni. So, kira siapa yang beli barang SimplySiti dapat ambil gambar dengan Siti. Ada juga yang minta autograf tapi malangnya dalam handbag saya, takde pulak buku 555 kalau tak boleh bagi Tok Ti sign ye dak.

tak sangka Siti pun ambil gambar macam saya dan dd suka ambil gambar dulu masa kat OAS hihihi *gelak comel*

kata takde duit, jadi takdelah teman beli produk SimplySiti. so memang takkan hado lah gambar saya dengan Siti. gambar yang lain tu tidaklah teman kenal sebenarnya. nak ambil gambar Siti sorang tapi memanjang ada je orang ambil gambar dengan dia, so nak taknak ambil je gambar Siti dengan sesape je lah.

private practice?

[sticky post]

hmm....i was thinking off making this blog a private one. after consulting with a few people, it might be best to go 'under the radar' cewah! maybe for a temporary. or maybe for permanent, who knows. but anyway, drop me your email ya if you still want to be apart of this blog. it would mean a great deal to me. adios!

Lyric : Again

Hands over my head thinking 'what else could go wrong?'
Would've stayed in bed, how can a day be so long?
Never believed that things happen for a reason
But how this turned out, you moved all my doubts, oh believe
That for you I'll do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again
For you

I missed the first train, stood out in the rain, all day
Little did I know
When I caught the next train, there you were to sweep me away
Guess that's what I've waited for
Never believed that things happened for a reason
But how this turned out, you moved all my doubts, So believe
That for you I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again

(Ohh) Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, would turn out so lovely?
I'm so glad I found you
Even though the day went so wrong, I wouldn't change a thing (yeah, yeah, oh I'll do it)
I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again (yeah, yeah ohhh)
I'd do it all over again (I'd do it all over, I'd do it all over)
Do it all over again (I'd do it all over for you, for you)
All I went through, led me to you (all I went through, it led me to you)
So I'd do it all over again (over again)

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, could turn out so lovely? ohh
Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, could turn out so lovely?

footnote : my favourite song at this moment. by bruno mars. who else? ;)

can't say no

when people asked me to do something that was kind of get in the way of the job that you're currently working on, i always find myself saying 'OKAY' instead of 'NO'. the moment i said it, it was like a smack to the head. damn girl, you know you gotta bunch of stuff to get it done, why in the world would you say you're okay with people throwing more tasks at ya?

ish ish ish...*geleng kepala*

'AKU BENCI PEROSAK PERAMPAS SUAMI DAN TUNANG ORANG'

wah wah tajuk dah macam entry panas kat redlinda punya blog je kan. haha. saja je linda, aku nak sensasi gitu tiru gaya kau. muahaha. sebenarnya tadi baru berjalan-jalan di mukabuku. lalu terserempak dengan satu page. eh ke group? eh tak ingat lah. anyway, nama page tu 'AKU BENCI PEROSAK PERAMPAS SUAMI DAN TUNANG ORANG'. *jaw dropped* mak aiii tak tahu pun ada wujud group macam ni. siap letak gambar-gambar perempuan yang rosakkan hubungan atau rumahtangga sesetengah pihak. sungguh scary gila. tak boleh bayangkan perasaan kalau muka sendiri jadi bahan cacian dipage itu.

hmmm, ni yang buat saya berfikir limaratuslimapuluh kali ni sebelum nak berpacaran dengan johnny depp ni. walaupun dia tidak berkahwin dan tidak bertunang, tapi dah ada anak kan. kang tak pasal-pasal ada orang letak gambar odah kat page tu. grrr....takutnya! minta dijauhkan...

hah, linda...hari tu kau ada buat entry pasal suka rampas boyfriend orang kan. jaga-jaga cik salmah. gi check muka ada tak kat situ. walaweh haha memain je lah cepat gelak haha. lagipun kes kau boyfriend je kan, yang ni kes suami and tunang orang. siusiusiu...eh tapi adalah group 'aku benci perosak perampas suami, tunang dan kekasih orang'...kuang kuang kuang!

the serious one

sometimes it sucks being the 'young-one in the group'. i mean whenever i'm saying something or asking others to do something, it's like i'm not being taken seriously. i know that i was never the serious one, not because i can't be serious but i just don't want to be one. i admit that i'm having such a tough time whenever i need to put my serious mask on because i'll turn up laughing in the end but that doesn't mean that people can just messed around with me. i may be smiling and giggling but deep down, i am dead serious especially if it was some serious business. or maybe when people started to chased me up to get the job done. it's really exhausting when i was to blamed whenever the job that i asked others to do was not done. i ended up doing it myself. and my workload increased.

truth is i am the kind of laid-back type of person who likes to have a laugh and enjoy myself. i want to be 'the friend' but at the same time, respect me for who i am. i'm not saying that i want to be an evil-serious person. all i want was to be taken seriously.

stressed baby!

hai. saya stress. bukan bukan. bukan nama saya stress. tapi saya sedang stress. stress saya sangat dahsyat. bila stress yang dahsyat dia akan jadi emo. dan bila emo, asyik nak keluar je air mata ni. nak nangis. kalau saya stress memang saya akan rasa nak nangis. tak tahu kenapa. memang dari zaman programming lagi (cewah!) dan selalunya saya akan mendiamkan diri. rasa macam please don't talk to me. tu yang bila orang minta tolong tengokkan pc pun saya stress, rasa nak marah pun ada. padahal orang tu minta tolong saja kan. tapi nak buat macam mana. perasaan marah tu mengatasi segala-galanya. orang bergurau dengan saya pun saya nak kecil hati, terasa hati walaupun senyum di depan tapi dalam hati makan dalam siot padahal selama ini biasa je bergurau-gurau. ish ish hormon hormon.

mengat sengal

situasi : siang tadi saya kebosanan. lalu saya pun bergtalk dengan en.mengat sengal. berborak benda yang merepek. tapi saya suka. sebab saya gelak guling-guling bagai nak rak dah lah seorang-seorang gelak rasa macam kalau orang tengok mesti orang ingat gila. kerana berchatting dengannya dan rosa, oh macam sungguh tak produktif pun hari ni. ciput je kerja yang buat. gyahaha.

mari kita ikuti kesengalan beliau.

mengat : ezzan jahat...aida xmo chat dgn ezzan. hahaha.

ezzan : bila masa lak ezzan bertukar menjadi stacy ni. stacy je kot yang jahat. haha.

mengat : hahaha jahat ezzan jahat *sambil joget rap*

ezzan : buat gedik sikit megat...hahaha

mengat : tak boleh. i dah kawin xbole gdik hahaha

ezzan : hahaha gedik nyanyi je kot. megat kan selalu nyanyi gedik.

mengat : xbole gak.

ezzan : nyanyi sikit Andaiii.....(lagu Akulah Kekasihmu - AXL)

mengat : dah kawin lagu nasyid je boleh.

ezzan : kahkah megat nasyid inda. hari tu siap mntk ezan copy lagu michael jackson amboiii3

ezzan : hahahahaha..

mengat : tu mak yg suh mintakkan...hahahah!

ezzan : hahahaha mak megat nak nari michael jackson ke kt umah ke

ezzan : megat n zura buat mari menari kat umah ni muahahah!

mengat : shhhh diam2 laaa..megat baru je apply nak masuk musim ke 2 nnti. wakakakaka!

(masa ni saya dah gelak bagai nak rak dah sorang-sorang kat office)

mengat : ehhh jap2...lisa surihani call ni...

ezzan : hahahahahahahahahah

(sambung chat....)

ezzan : megat gaji besar dah kot. 3000 dah.

mengat : gaji besar tp sangkut kott

ezzan : tp nnti bila dah dapat sume trus jadi org kaya baru....huhuhh

mengat : huhu mane pulak..yuran nak daftar mari menari pun x bayar lg.

mengat : dari minggu lepas awal call, minggu ni si lisa tu plak...rimas tol

ezzan : hahahahahahhaha gelak guling2 hentak2 kaki!!!

ahhh mengat mengat. kenapakah anda tidak berubah. masih sengal lagi. wuuu. tiba-tiba rasa serius rindu dengan geng oas dulu. uhuk uhuk! kalau mengat join tempat kerja ezzan sekarang mesti ezzan terhibur takde stress stress. sebab ada orang sengal macam mengat mesti ezzan lagi jadi malas rasa nak gelak je takmo buat kerja. muahaha.

winter in malaysia

yeay. my parents are back from their european trip. and the first thing that they said when i picked them up at KLIA was 'panasnya malaysia'. i replied...'toksah jadi poyo! ;p'. me and my sister were like telling them, eleh, ingat europe je sejuk. malaysia pun winter jugak tau! cuma takde snow je, instead we have the rain. anyway, tak tahulah korang perasan ke tak. malaysia makin sejuk kan sekarang ni. dengan air-cond kat office pastu kalau hujan lebat lagi, pergh memang sampai ke tulanglah rasa sejuknya. i even where a muffler scarf at the office. wah dah habis macam kat obersea dah koo. well sebenarnya itu pashmina tapi dilipat-lipat menjadi muffler. cuma sarung tangan je belum sempat beli. cewah.

first day

3rd January. penuh kereta kat luar sekolah-sekolah. aahhhh first day of school. i'd still remembered the first time i went to school. gabra gila. not just masa nak masuk darjah 1. nak masuk form 1 pun nebes kot. masa sekolah rendah my first school was S.R.K Puteri Pandan (2) then masa darjah 3, saya tukar sekolah ke S.R.K St Mary. Sekolah menengah pula masuk BBGS. phewww so memang fahamlah sangat perasaan first day tu.

masa darjah 1 dulu, ingat lagi my parents were with me the whole day. ajar naik bas. ajar nak tunggu kat mana. ajar nak beli buku macam mana. ajar kantin kat mana. ajar macam mana nak ikat rambut. macam-macam ajar lah sampai takde apapun yang kurang diajar. first day masuk kelas rasa macam 'ok, don't panic ezzan, don't panic!' because i tend to panic whenever i need to talk to people for the first time. but i don't think i cried on that first day. wah macho dah dari kecik rupanya. tapi rasanya lah kot. walaupun ramai budak yang nangis bila tengok parents dah takde kat luar kelas, tapi saya tak menangis. cuma panik sebentar bila dorang takde kat luar. tercari-cari tapi tak menangis. huh ego siot.

anyway, selamat bersekolah wahai adik-adikku. have fun in school. school is definitely one of the fun places to be in. trust me on this. once you started working, you'll be wishing that you're still in school. paling koman pun kalau tak siap kerja sekolah, kena diri luar kelas or kutip sampah. ni kalau takmo buat kerja masa bekerja alamatnya kata-kata azimat 'You're Fired' akan kedengaran. they won't expel you from school just because you tak siapkan kerja sekolah kan? ok, itu tak membina langsung. ;p

Marry Me, Mary!

just finished watching Korean Drama 'Marry Me, Mary' or 'Mary Stayed Out All Night' or apa-apalah tajuk dia serius tak faham kenapa banyak noo tajuk. itu bukan motif utama ini celita. yezza mood tengok drama dah mai dah. ini semua gara-gara tertengok 4 episod cerita ni kat KBS last-last week. not bad lah cerita dia. soundtrack dia pun best. Suka sangat lagu Hello Hello.

cerita ni pasal Wi Mae Ri yang comel ni mula-mula main kahwin-kahwin dengan Mu Gyul siap ambil gambar wedding lagi kat studio sebab takmo ayah dia kahwinkan dengan anak kawan dia, Jung In. tapi Mae Ri tak tahu yang ayah dia sebenarnya dah daftarkan perkahwinan Mae Ri dengan anak kawan lama dia iaitu Jung In. Mae Ri minta Mu Gyul berlakon jadi suami palsu semata-mata supaya Jung In akan lepaskan dia. Tapi dalam berlakon berlakon tu tetiba terfeeling lah pula Mu Gyul dengan Mae Ri. At the same time Jung In tu sebenarnya seorang yang baik, very the gentleman gitu dan kadang-kadang buat Mae Ri rasa terharu juga. orang kata, cair jugaklah. Mae Ri tersepit sebab dia ada perasaan kat Mu Gyul, si rockers dan dia pun suka gak lah kat Jung In, si pengarah drama. So, siapa yang Mae Ri pilih? pergilah tengok sendiri amboi amboi amboi...

anyway...waduh, gue sudah tangkap cintan bangat sama itu Mu Gyul dong. waduh waduh. dah obses dah ni dengan Jang Geun Suk. sama macam obses dengan Kim Hyun Joong dulu.

agaga sangat comel.

agaga cantik bangat deh si Jang Geun Suk ini!

kawaii ney. eh itu bahasa jepun. kawaii dalam bahasa korea apa ek?

another year

another year has gone by. have i become wiser? that, i did not know. but what i do know is that 2010 has definitely made my life filled with joy and great happiness. weddings, new job, travelling, fun holidays, more savings, new friends, new responsibilities and all has been apart of that greatness. this year, i feel like i've become a matured (i think!) person especially when dealing with decision making situations. i've learned to accept the consequences of every single decisions that i made. yes, it wasn't easy at first but as time goes by, i realized that this is my faith and i might as well lived with it.

i've lost an uncle whom i dearly loved around end of March this year. that was quite a breakdown for me. i remembered crying so bad while i was driving from the office to my aunt's house. i'm so sure that i wasn't always being good to him even though i knew i was one of his favourite nieces (perasan jap). i remembered the last time i saw him was probably 3 or 4 days before he died. i never did see it coming nor have i see any sign that he's dying even though i knew he was very sick. he passed away on Friday, right before the Friday's prayer. i was having a hard time reciting Yassin during his funeral, trying to hold back the tears. to my dearest uncle, i knew you always wanted the best for me ever since i was a child. i knew you were quite disappointed when i decided not to accept the PTD interview. but i hope i've done you proud, uncle now that i'm in the government sector just like you always wanted me to be. only...you were not here to shared the news. i once remembered hearing my father said to me and my mother 'if uncle tumat is still here, he'll be really proud!' :'(

anyway, didn't i mentioned earlier that this year has been a joy and happiness? why in the world am i writing a sad story pulak ni? i shall stop with the tears dropping story. besides, writing it kinda makes me sad all over again. life has to go on and i have to moved on right? Ok ok, hmm lemme see....anything else 2010 events do i need to recall and mention it here?

new job : checked!

new gadget : checked!

new friends : checked!

new...

hmmm new...

A HA!!

what about new boyfriend? *blush*

NOPE! i haven't found one. hehe. still waiting for the guy in the picture below to change his name to Johan Dafi Abdullah. berangan tak sudah haha.

so 2011, please be good to me ya. i'll turn 26 next june. what? 26 years old?! geez, feel like an old lady oledi. anyway, hope i'll find love this year because i've wished to get married by the time i'm 27. ececeh wish tak menahan.