Wednesday, July 29, 2009

keras kepala betul budak ni

kalau saya kata TAK NAK, memang maksudnya TAK NAK.
susah sikit nak pujuk saya bila saya dah degil.
and i'll definitely say what's on my mind even sometimes i know it's gonna hurt others.
i'm not cruel. i know that.
it's just that i don't have the heart for it.
tak suka buat kerja yang saya tahu saya tak mampu nak buat.
bukanlah sebab tak percaya dengan kemampuan diri sendiri ke apa.
cuma saya tahu takat mana yang saya mampu buat.

i know that i can be a pain in the ass and a real stubborn at times...
but please...bare with it will you?

tak suka mesyuarat

(entry ini diselami dengan perasaan lepas geram)

semalam ada meeting.
oh ye, meeting yang berlangsung selama 3 jam lebih!

"poomm pammm pooommm pammmm...
tiiikkkkk takkkkkk toookkkkkk
apaaaaaa apooooooo takkkk lehhhhh"
~ bunyi orang berkata-kata

dan perasaan semalam selepas selesai mesyuarat dan review design-design application serta segala workflownya...


ps: teramat tension!

Monday, July 27, 2009

don't give a damn

ini bukan lirik lagu baru nyanyian sesiapa pun.
cuma luahan perasaan ketika fikiran buntu memikirkan pasal kerja.

perasaan ketika ini : tak kesah langsung.
lagu berkumandang dalam playlist : boom boom pow by BEP.

(menguap panjang tapi still tutup mulut)
sungguh-sungguh kepenatan.
body and mind, both extremely exhausted.
it is so frustrating.
so many things to do, yet so little time given.
worked really really hard till i feel like i'm almost losing my mind.

at this point of time, i don't give a damn anymore.
apa nak jadi, jadilah.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Yasmin Ahmad

Bukan nak cerita apa pun pasal dia or her movies and all, cuma just like to say that i'm a big fan of her work in advertising world. I still remember kalau masa festive seasons or merdeka, mesti tertunggu-tunggu iklan Petronas directed by her. Mesej yang nak disampaikan selalunya dapat dihayati. She's a creative person, always came out with really out of the box ideas. That's the way she will always be remembered. Maybe not to all, but it is to me.

Yasmin Ahmad: Creative.
Yup, creativity!

anyway...Al-Fatihah buat arwah Yasmin Ahmad.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Caj naik?

For those of you sports' fans out there especially EPL fans...
i got bad news for you baby...
Caj Astro naik RM12 untuk saluran sukan starting next month.
WTH? Apakah?

Alasan mereka...

"Kelab-kelab dalam EPL terpaksa membayar gaji pemain dan menguruskan kelab mereka, malah kenaikan dalam bidaan hak penyiaran meningkat sebanyak 67 peratus menyebabkan syarikat yang memegang hak penyiaran di England, Stanta, terpaksa menghentikan operasi kerana kenaikan kos ini pada Jun 2009,"
(sumber dari Kosmo)

Hoishhh! Siapa suruh diorang suka tawar harga tinggi-tinggi untuk pemain diorang?! Bengong betul...

Ayah...stop langgan sports channel tu boleh tak? huhu...
Kakak yang bayar bil ni... :(

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

semangat yang hilang

....that's basically what's happening to me right now!

Monday, July 20, 2009

Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince

Review From Yahoo! Movies :

Voldemort is tightening his grip on both the Muggle and wizarding worlds and Hogwarts is no longer the safe haven it once was. Harry suspects that dangers may even lie within the castle, but Dumbledore is more intent upon preparing him for the final battle that he knows is fast approaching. Together they work to find the key to unlock Voldemort's defenses and, to this end, Dumbledore recruits his old friend and colleague, the well-connected and unsuspecting bon vivant Professor Horace Slughorn, whom he believes holds crucial information. Meanwhile, the students are under attack from a very different adversary as teenage hormones rage across the ramparts. Harry finds himself more and more drawn to Ginny, but so is Dean Thomas. And Lavender Brown has decided that Ron is the one for her, only she hadn't counted on Romilda Vane's chocolates! And then there's Hermione, simmering with jealousy but determined not to show her feelings. As romance blossoms, one student remains aloof. He is determined to make his mark, albeit a dark one. Love is in the air, but tragedy lies ahead and Hogwarts may never be the same again.

in the end, it's quite different from the book lah.
it was supposed to be packed with actions.
magic spells and wand fighting.
tapi...the ending sungguh tak menyentuh perasaan langsung. hoish!
i remembered crying my eyes out reading the book when Dumbledore was killed.
there were so many scenes from the book that were not included in this movie.
memanglah impossible to fit all into one but...something was missing lah from this movie.
takde umpphh factor.
supposedly there were much more after Snape had killed Dumbledore.
they did not show the unity between the Hogwarts' students after the incident.

Book : Way Much Better!
Movie : Not so much!

So I suggest, better read the book than watch the film.
You'll get the whole idea!

The last book, The Deathly Hollows will be made into 2 movies.
Kira ada part 1 and part 2, due to the long storyline.
Hopefully, there will be no important scenes that are cut out from the movie.
Can't wait for it!

oh ye, pada yang tak tahu hujung pangkal. jangan benci snape ok.
saya sayaaaaannnggg snape. teehee!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

first...this and then, what?

Datuk Chua Jui Meng quits MCA to join the opposition PKR.

my first attempt to write about politics.
nahh...sungguh tak best. bored.
takmolah cakap pasal politik.

oh ye, mak saya ada facebook account woh!
i caught her facebook-ing, trying to find her schoolmates.
siap tanya how to add friends. (i'm rolling my eyes now)

first she wants to own a blog to sell her paintings.
bila saya dah buatkan blog dia, tidak dimanage pula. facebook pulak.
next...apa pula ye? twitter ke?
hmm, have to be careful now lah kan.
sebab mother dah pandai dah nak bersocial network. teehee.
itu je nak announce.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Man U vs Malaysian Team

the first goal from Malaysian Team was superb la weh i tell you. cewah... chantek gila! one of the best goal lah of the match. it was supposed to be a draw until Michael Owen's goal crashed the malaysian dream. well, 2 - 3 ain't bad after all. happy tengok score tu.

but people...cuba fikir kalau Owen tak masuk MU, then there wouldn't be that winning goal right? jadi, mari benci Owen. teehee.
okaylah, itu saja yang nak dibebelkan.

update on Sunday : they did extremely well during the 1st match, i hope the malaysian team can outperform the MU team and re-live the glory again this monday for the 2nd match. so, go malaysia go! habis patriotik dah ni. teehee!
how about beating the mat saleh's team for once?

ps : tak pergi pun stadium tengok game tu. saya penyokong liverpool. tak suka wohh owen masuk MU.
infact, i don't like any ex-liverpool players masuk MU. bahaha.

Friday, July 17, 2009

The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

bukan full lyric, just like these extract from Lenka's Song - The Show.

Trouble Is A Friend

Trouble will find you, no matter where you go
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow
The eye of the storm wanna cry in the morn
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe
And no matter what i feed him
He always seems to grow
He sees what i see
And he knows what i know
So don't forget as you ease on down my road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

How i hate the way he makes me feel
And how i try to make him leave
I try...Oh, oh, i try

But...He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend, yeah
Trouble is a friend of mine

*please mind me for my craziness of Lenka's songs.
i just can't stop listening to her songs.

Keliwon TV3

hari ni baru first time saya tengok cerita Keliwon kat TV3 tu.
i'm not a tv junkie so i don't watch tv that much.
jarang benar bukak channel TV3.
the only programmes yang saya tonton pun macam CSI-CSI tu.
and some comedy shows macam The Nanny yang dah re-run berbilion kali tu and My Wife & Kids.

anyway, back to that Keliwon show.
sungguh saya tak sangka, rupa-rupanya cerita itu cerita kelakar.
terbahak-bahak saya ketawa tengok cerita tu.
dengan aksi fire-memfire dah macam cerita Ultraman dah.
the special effects people really need to work on that.
pelakon yang memainkan watak sebagai hantu tak nampak real.
macam hari ni punya episod.
hantu lalu kat pintu bilik kena selak langsir. apakah??!!
sungguh tak real lah. tiada rasa seram disitu. rasa lucu adalah.
and one more thing ye.
dalam episod malam ni, hantu tu boleh membunuh dengan mencekik.
hmm, correct me if I'm wrong...
bukankah dalam Islam, hantu hanya boleh kacau manusia saja? (macam histeria)
tidak sampai ke tahap membunuh?

ceh, saya ni komen je reti. cuba kalau suruh mengarah. hehehe!
tapi i'm free to give out my opinions, right...
it's a free country after all kan.... :)

ps: tengah bermumbling di kala otak sesak memikirkan kerja yang perlu disiapkan.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

gifts for babies

baru balik dari pergi membeli hadiah baby untuk officemate yang baru just dapat baby girl last friday. pening kepala nak pilih, i thought it would be easy to pickup gifts for babies but who would've thought that i'm just clueless in buying baby stuff. me...clueless in buying gifts? so not me. i even had to called ummu because i don't even know what to buy. sampai tawaf 5, 6 kali lah...tapikan bila dah belek-belek and berkenan, sekali tu...
baby's stuff is down right expensive!!!
hohhh....sungguh tak sangka.

rindu kamu

tiba-tiba kan....
hari ni rasa macam lain sikit...
jadi rindu...

....rindu pada bilik server. uhuk!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

when hope seems lost

'Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya'

(Sebahagian dari terjemahan dari Surah Al-Baqarah Ayat 286)

sabar adalah jalan penyelesaian terbaik apabila sudah tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan ketika kita diuji Allah. Allah tidak akan menguji manusia dengan sesuatu di luar kemampuan manusia itu sendiri...

lagipun, bukankah tali yang regang pasti akan putus jua akhirnya?? question to you is are you giving up already?

Friday, July 10, 2009

Anyone interested?

This is a Sticky entry :

Mari mari mari...

siapa-siapa ada nak beli pinggan mangkuk, drinkware atau cadar-cadar, samada nak beli untuk diri sendiri or as a gift to someone else, bolehlah email saya di untuk melihat katalog.

jangan risau, boleh 2-3 kali bayar untuk barangan yang berharga lebih dari RM200. ada diskaun juga on the selected items.

so, what are you waiting for?
hit me back ok... :D

~ sebahagian daripada katalog ~
click gambar untuk full view

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

marah campur sedih

emosi marah :
i can't stand people who smokes in a public toilet. it's really irritating and freaking annoying. lagi tak boleh blah abu-abu rokok tu bersepah atas lantai dengan dalam toilet bowl tu sekali. tak reti nak flush ke?? akal ada, taknak guna. takkan dah besar panjang pun tak reti pasal tanggungjawab to keep the toilet clean. dah lah dengan bau asap yang busuk tu, buat orang sampai sesak nafas. orang nak ambil wuduk pun tak senang tau. kalau nak jadi pengotor, sila buat di rumah sendiri ok.

sorry, dah lama pendam pasal hal ni.
hari ni memang marah sangat rasa macam nak maki hamun saja.

emosi sedih : tears keep pouring out watching Michael Jackson's Memorial especially towards the end. When they sang 'Heal The World' and 'We Are The World', don't know why i had these sad emotions surrounding me padahal bukan related or family member pun. When Paris (not Hilton, mind you...Paris Michael) took the stage and saying her last goodbye to her father, it brought the whole center to tears (including me though i'm just watching the delayed telecast on Channel V).

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Lyric : Rush Rush by Paula Abdul

You're the whisper of a
Summer breeze
You're the kiss that puts my
Soul at ease
What I'm saying is I'm
In to you
Here's my story and the
Story goes
You give love, you get love
And more than
Heaven knows
You're gonna see
I'm gonna run, I'm gonna try
I'm gonna take this love
Right to ya
All my heart, all the joy
Oh baby, baby please

Rush, rush
Hurry, hurry lover
Come to me
Rush, rush
I wanna see, I wanna see ya
Get free with me
Rush, rush
I can feel it, I can feel you
All through me
Rush, rush
Ooh what you do to me

And all I want from you is
What you are
And even if you're right
Next to me
You're still too far away
If I'm not inside your arms
I get dramatic baby,
Yes I know
But I need you, I want you
Ooh man, I love you so
Ooh, ooh
You're gonna see
I'm gonna run, I'm gonna try
I'm gonna take this love
Right to ya
All my heart, all the joy
Ooh baby, baby please


When you kiss me
Up and down
Turn my senses all around
Oh baby, oh baby
I don't know
Just how or why
But no one else
Has touched me
So deep, so deep
So deep inside
You're gonna see
I'm gonna run
I'm gonna try
I'm gonna take this love
Right to ya
All my heart, all the joy
Oh baby baby please

Sunday, July 5, 2009

bilikku syurgaku

balik-balik dari meeting yang habisnya pukul 11 malam dari pukul 4 ptg pada hari sabtu dan kepenatan yang teramat. dengan muka penat gila sambil masuk ke rumah dengan gaya seorang hunchback mengheret beg . masuk bilik, then on lampu. sekali tu...


wahhhh!!!! (bukan terkejut dapat perabot baru ke apa ye harap maklum)
saya terkejut sebab kemasnya bilik saya.
faham tak perasaan macam eric leong berada dirumah anda, and dia jerit.."SURPRISE!"
ha. macam itulah perasaan saya noks. cewah!
tanya ayah..."siapa kemas bilik ni yah?"
"mak yang tolong kemas. katanya hadiah harijadi!"
pandai mak ek, tak mahu keluar duit beli hadiah.
heheh. terima kasih mak. sayang mak....

dd, ummu, ayu and haida...bilik saya sudah kemas.
jadi dah tak malu dah dengan korang. huahuahua!
baru boleh buat slumber party! cewah...

oh ye, tiada gambar sebelum dan selepas ek. sebab ngeri tengok gambar sebelum. kalau tikus masuk bilik tu, mungkin dia akan sesat nak balik rumah dia. bahaha! hanya mereka yang saya mentioned di atas tu saja mengetahui keadaan bilikku sebelum ini. hew hew~

eh, gambar apa ni? inilah gambar orang yang tidak bersemangat bekerja pada hari sabtu. senyuman itu adalah satu sedekah. walau pucat dan kepenatan macam mana pun, camwhoring tetap berjalan seperti biasa.

gelagat manusia bermesyuarat pada hari sabtu

Friday, July 3, 2009

TGI's Friday

oleh sebab kempunan nak makan waffle semalam tu kan, hari ni terus lunch makan waffle. hokhok! sungguh tidak senonoh. awal-awal datang kerja beritahu semua orang (tak on pc lagi ni), hari ni kita lunch kat alamanda yuk, nak makan waffle. pastu dah ajak kroni-kroni (cewah!), tiba-tiba dapat ym dari linda...nak belanja saya sempena birthday saya yang dah expired itu. alolo, malu i noks. orang offer belanja. terima kasih linda belanja makan hari ni. ha cik boss, bila nak belanja saya pulak, roti bakar tak dikira ek. heheh! anyway, last-last pergi alamanda, saya hanya spent RM1 sahaja untuk bayar parking. hehe! sungguh saving hari ni. kalau macam tu, saya nak declare setiap hari jumaat birthday saya. cewah. hoissh, heaven sungguh!

pastukan, balik-balik office tiba-tiba ayu letakkan sesuatu atas meja saya. wow, nervous sungguh! beg plastik PDI tu. jeng jeng jeng...

apakah itu??? sungguh curious case of benjamin butang betul. hikhik..

sekali tu kan....

hikhik. novel rupanya. bertambahlah koleksi novel saya. patutlah beriya tanya saya masa kat MPH tadi, "kau rasa cerita ni best tak?"..lepas saya baca sinopsisnya.."macam best"... al-maklumlah, ayu ada tendency membeli novel yang....huarggggghh!! menguap..hukhuk! kak yuyu, jangan marah yuk. ceh, rupanya nak bagi saya novel itu. terima kasih kak yuyu and adik haida. hoisssh, adik inda.

kesimpulannya kan...I.HEART.FRIDAY!
happy weekend everyone!

eh eh terlupa pulak. dd pun ada bagi present gak masa birthday saya hari tu. hik, kecil hati dd saya tak mentioned dalam post ni nanti. inilah diberi oleh kakak dd kepada adik ezzan. bahaha. adik inda. diari si kucing. comel sangat, membuatkan ku...oh, teringat kat lulu! terima kasih kakak dd.

perjumpaan tergempar

semalam saya balik awal sedikit daripada biasa.
(ye ke daripada biasa?) maaf ye boss, hukhuk! terpaksa...
nak berbuka puasa di rumah.
lagipun kan, orang JB mahu datang ke rumah.
keluarga kak nadia datang, sebab nak bawa Eqah balik JB.
ada program yang perlu dihadirinya.
oh ye, nanti jangan lupa tengok cerita Kembara Mahkota Johor ye kengkawan.
adik saya jadi host macam tahun lepas.
hoissh, habis promote ni. cewah!

akhirnya, saya berjumpa dengan Zara malam tadi.
waduh!!! sungguh comel sih...geramnya tengok dia.
tapi tak berani sangat nak dukung dia sebab usia dia baru 3 minggu.
kecil sangat. kepala dia pun kecil. muka dia merah.
main cuit-cuit hidung dengan pipi je.
tunggu dia besar sikit, nanti aunty timang-timang ek.
ceh, aunty inda.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

faham tak perasaan bila....

...anda berjalan ke Alamanda, pergi terus ke food court dan tercongok di depan booth waffle untuk membeli, bukan untuk anda tapi untuk sahabat anda dan anda disajikan dengan pelbagai bentuk waffle, pelbagai bau dan berjenis-jenis aiskrim. dan anda melihat coklat yang cair itu diletakkan di atas waffle dan kacang di taburkan, ada juga yang order waffle bersama marshmellows dan yang order macam ala-ala banana split...oh, sungguh mengujakan!


TETAPI anda sedang berpuasa.

faham tak perasaan tu????!!!!